Well I asked a question I did not probably want to know the answer to! But my heart could not hold it in any longer. I went out on a make it or break it limb and text messaged the Certain One.
I asked:
"Blunt honesty plz... Do you appreciate/value me as an individual? Or am I just a play toy for your own entertainment?"
Well, I did it! I put myself out there. So far no response and I am scared. The longer it takes for him to answer this question the more likely the answer leans toward the play toy for entertainment option. Disenheartening but better to know where I stand then live in a fantasy.
To hold onto hope is my nature, I cannot help myself.
If I am able to get someone who is emotionally unavailable to open up, then how could he not see my value?
But timing is everything and it is all Pre-written!
~Zi-Fi
"In human relationships, distance is not measured in miles but in affection. Two people can be right next to each other, yet miles apart.'
~Unknown
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