Emotions Come At A Large Cost

Being upset the past few days has ruined my week of work. If I cannot smile about the men in my life who do not pay me, it is very difficult to fake admiration with strangers.

Strangers who pay me, while drinking, to crawl on their laps naked and make them feel like a King. What a weird reality! By now it is normal for me. It is other people who have a difficult time dealing with my reality, that is a fantasy.

Sometimes my fantasy has more clear boundaries then the so called real world!

Zi-Fi

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