I love the freedom/time my job allows me. At moments it is overwhelming, but overall it is a luxury. Sunny days I play in the sun. Rainy days I lay in bed with fuzzy blankets watching movies and reading books. Some days, I just do absolutely nothing. Rarely do I get to spend time with my friends and family during the weekdays, due to their work and/or family obligations. We have all chosen very different paths in life.
Today, I made effort to go out of my way to see my cousin(she is like my sister). I took an energy drink to her work, while I was out and about running errands and enjoying the sun. The simple things in life are what really matter. A quick five minutes can make a world of difference in a relationship of any kind. We all just want to feel appreciated, loved, and special.
Taking actions to keep relationships alive is a dynamic part of my life. My lifestyle requires me to be more conscious in this area. Conforming a little for the ones I love is a small price to pay, because it grounds me in reality at the same time.
Escaping fantasy land is possible, but it can be lonely at times too! Even SDs have to work by day so they can make my life sugary.
What to do when all my close friends who used to dance with me have moved onto "the Real world?"... We used to wake up around noon and go to the nude beach together, not exactly something safe to do alone. I learned that the hard way! So, now what?
Zi-Fi
P.s. Now I understand why a lot of strippers have boyfriends who are unemployed and/or sell drugs. We all are willing to pay for companionship in different ways!
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the "the real world" is only such when you perceive it that way....
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